Gone are the days...

 Time flies so fast

I was once carried by my parents

Smiling innocently to the world

Free from all dilemmas

 I remember those days

When I was still spoon fed

A bit picky of what I eat

Chose not the veggie but meat

Energy worn out by playing

Not with stuffs I do at school

Seeing the world as a big playground

Not as a world full of obstacles.

Gone are the days where I sleep to dream

I'm living in these days where I sleep to rest

Gone are the days where my mistakes are acceptable

I'm now living in these days where my mistakes are crucial

for the future ahead of me.

*sigh. I really missed those days.

Still seeking progress

I've been posting poems, lots of poems these past few days because I'm practicing.

End of the Story. >.< I'm really in the mood to write rihgt right now. 

"Awesome" is just "Aweso" without "ME" :D

I am : a simple man with a chemist's mind and a writer's heart. ^^

I think : outside the box and other's opinion matters to me.

I know : I can pass my course (BS-Chemistry) and be a brilliant chemist :)

I want : to prove to everybody that I made  the right decision in choosing my course. >.<

I have : my friends, family, and God beside me, so I will be fine. ^_^

I wish : I could travel to Japan. O_O especially in spring. I don't know why but I'm longing to see cherry blossoms fall from their twigs. I want to see such beauty!

I hate : it when people boasts their capabilities when you know for yourself that you're way better than them. >.<

I miss : watching television! waaaa! ! boarding house without a television is like iced tea without ice. soooo lame!!! I wish television would fall out from the sky and straight to my room x)

I fear : gecko the most! ! ! so eewww! ! those devious eyes, rough skin and its fingers. And I really hate it when it gives you a grin. YES. it really can !! @_@

I hear : criticism about me in almost everyday but I never let it get into my way. :p

I smell : like piolo pascual for only 469 pesos! ! thanks bench perfumes.  :)

I crave : for anything edible. In other words, I love to eat! ! !

I search : in google for stuffs and all. xD what? do you expect something dramatic? hahaha

I wonder : if you wonder what I'm wondering. Well in that case, let's wonder together ^_^

I regret : that I didn't spend my childhood improving my talent in music. *sigh . .now it's too late,or so i thought. 

I love : God above all else. Because if you do, everything follows O:)

I ache : when everything turns out to be all messed up! >:(

I was not : expecting to be here in Pylon. hehehe. yay me! :D

I am not : smart. I just stay with problems longer. -Albert Einstein . . wew! I wish I could be like him. 

I cry : when everybody's crying. Why should be left out?hahaha No seriously, I cry when my friends leave me. So don't leave me okay? Or else I'll skin you alive. hahaha >.<

I believe : and then I see. Not the other way around. Go team optimistic!! :DD

I dance : well in DDR. I dare you to challenge me :p

I sing : in the bathroom everyday. It's my concert hall you know. My audiences are the toilet bowl and stuffs floating inside it. hahahah . ssshhh!

I read : novels from Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. Sherlock Holmes is the best! ^^

I don't always : rush onto things. It's better to wait. It's effortless you see.

I fight : when, uhm. well if. .  . . . .i hate fighting. hahaha

I write : to express "ME". A medium of communication that I can get along with. ^__^

I win : when everybody gives up. So be like me, don't give up! ;)

I lose : easily in the game of chess. I hate chess. It's BORING. :p

I never : tried to smoke. It's disgusting.

I always : wanted to have fun. Is that such a crime? :p

I confuse : on what's negative. cation or anion. The ironic part is that I'm a chemistry student. phew! shame on me. tsk2. 

I listen : to mellow violin cover of songs i like as a prompt whenever i write. :D

I can usually be found : in front of my netbook. Tweeting and FBing. hahaah

I am scared : when I'm in a dark place (lygophobic), when a balloon explodes (globophobic) when I see geckos (geckophobic?) hahaha. 

I need : to get a life! . .hahaha xD

I am happy : of my life with God. >_>

I wake up : everyday with a prayer thanking God for giving me another day to enjoy with :)

I sleep : after I finished praying. :) weeee!! I'm so in love with God. :DD

Into the other side

Yesterday it may seem
you and I makes up a good team
been through happy times and sad
you are the best thing I've ever had.

We watch the sun rise and set
breaking apart, one thing we'll never let
Then came our playful enemy, fate
Tried to fight back but it was too late.


Tried my best to fix it all back
Crying in a corner, all in black
I stood up and put on the loose
to die and be together, that's what I'll choose.

Violet Matrimony

Groom:

Today is the day
I've been waiting for this
The day where I'll see
My bride walking towards the altar
Euphoria is striking me
I can't contain my happiness
All I see is her wearing a wide smile


Bride:

Today is the day
I've been waiting for this
Enough with all the lies
My groom will soon wait at the altar
Anxiety is striking me
I can't contain my conscience
All I see is him with eyes full of tears


Both:

My heart is pounding
I can't wait to witness the moment
The moment I've been waiting
After this day
Our lives will be forever changed
This is the start of our journey

Groom: Together.

Bride: Apart.

Spilled Blood

Busy footsteps throughout the hall

Blank stares bounces off the wall

Red lights flicker, bright after dim

Nervous shivers perished all the vim.

In my green garment, full of sweat

Trying my very best not to regret

With a scalpel at hand, shaking

My heart melted in sadness—aching.

Pulse weaken, beating came to a halt

Suffering in a corner and accepted my fault

How did this happen? I surely did my best

I let my only son made his early rest.

It's now or never. . . AGAIN!!

Here I am now, AGAIN, with chest resounding inside my chest. Eager as a beaver to hear the judgement, Am I in or out?? *nerves cracking. . my lymphatic system is funtioning off course. It's Evaluation tonight.

*fingers crossed...

Seaside Beau

The sun is up
I gazed upon the golden  sky
Sunrise welcomes my sleepy eyes
To the season where fun begins.

Dawn mist touches my skin
Cold shore embraces my feet
Waves roll in the peaceful sea floor
Shells shines, reflecting the warm sun rays.

Oh, how I wish to be here forever
To savor the creation's allure
Made for you and me
Summer, the season of glee.

How to Be a Poet (to remind myself) ~ Wendell Berry

i

Make a place to sit down.
Sit down. Be quiet.
You must depend upon
affection, reading, knowledge,
skill—more of each
than you have—inspiration,
work, growing older, patience,
for patience joins time
to eternity. Any readers
who like your poems,
doubt their judgment.

ii

Breathe with unconditional breath
the unconditioned air.
Shun electric wire.
Communicate slowly. Live
a three-dimensioned life;
stay away from screens.
Stay away from anything
that obscures the place it is in.
There are no unsacred places;
there are only sacred places
and desecrated places.

iii

Accept what comes from silence.
Make the best you can of it.
Of the little words that come
out of the silence, like prayers
prayed back to the one who prays,
make a poem that does not disturb
the silence from which it came.

http://hecatedemeter.wordpress.com/2012/06/25/monday-evening-poetry-blogging/

Brave Gizzard

Sun ablaze in the sleepy horizon

Dreamy eyes of mine flicker, excited

To the world that awaits my adventure

Valor and courage is my compass.

But fear and doubt strikes my heart

For there’s a stormy world up there

For I can’t call someone in this roaring thunder

But I will soar above the dark clouds.

Now I bid the forest ground farewell

For the sky so wide with obstacles to dwell

My firm wings are ready to fly me up so high

I will chase the wind and soar to the sky.