It begins in me

For the world full of infinite possibilities
Your mind hides a ton of uncertainties
It’s been rough from the start of your race
Countless obstacle hinders your mounting pace.

You stumbled at your feet, utterly exhausted
Chasing you breath, Doubting your success
Heart beat echoing inside your chest
Carrying concealed potential that you possess.

Found your inspiration, stepped closer to your summit
Realized your purpose, recognized your limit
Accepted your weakness and turned into strength
Confidence to face the world, stretches at out most length.

Chrysanthemums

Garden plots were filled with countless of colors
Blossoming in the warmth of sun’s grace
Cultivated with love and watered with affection
Dances with the beat of wind’s harmony.

Bruised palms and scratched nails were the mere evidence
Of my Heart the missed your very presence
All I wanted is to hear your warm whisper of love
That will carry me to heavens like an ocean dove.

Tears ran down through this empty, lonely face
Cry that resounded throughout this solitary place
For my treasured love I failed to save
With these flowers at hand, I knelt at you grave.

Stroke of Realization

Tools are ready for the task to complete
With my blank paper for visualizing the reality
Vast ideas are place in the tip of this brush
That were kept, for no one to judge.

Colors and strokes fills the canvass with harmony
Imagination once confined, now travels the universe
Begins to unravel and astonish the mankind.
The masterpiece is ready for the world to see.

A sudden thought crossed my vague mind
It wasn't made to shield me from judgement
But rather made to express my imprisoned creativity
And so kept my art a secret, a forgotten vanity.

Storge

In a melancholic park, there I sat
Alone and embraced by air full of gloom
Tears kept falling, damping my warm cheek
Agonizing in love that I failed to keep.

Rustling leaves breaks the deafening silence
My heart aches in this bitter rain, shivering
For the love I poured out to my dearest woman
That once completed my life, now shattered.

Then came a woman, eyes filled with pity
Saved me to this sheer cold of sorrow
Her welcoming shoulders is like roof to these raindrops
Whispered a warm affection to my ear
"It's alright my son, I'm always here".

Seed to Nurture

Sun’s ray embraces the horizon
My eyes flicker of sudden brightness
Stunned by the future, unclear
I wander in this uncertain land
With my empty cup to fill
Knowledge and wisdom I seek.

Morning mist blurs my sight
But with the light of hope I’m guided
Into the further I must go
And treasured my dreams.

Courage and perseverance to ponder
In this path I choose to live
Challenge will surely come ahead
Am I ready?Am I prepared?
Here I am about to take my first step closer to the summit
It all begins here. It all begins in me.

Hiccups go away like right now!!

having these severe case of hiccups. been suffering *hiccup* to this for the past 7 hours. As desperate *hiccup* as something that's really desperate *haha, I tried  *hiccup* every remedy I know to toss these hiccups out of me. Drinking water, holding my *hiccup* breath, scaring myself, all known to cure hiccups, but they all unfortunately  *hiccup  ineffective. *hiccup*. I dont drink so im really wondering how i got these. They *hiccup* say if you have hiccups, you *hiccup* are sure to grow. After hearing this, I was like, WTH, Fvck! Im 5 feet 11 *hiccup* inched 16 year old and Im still about to grow! *hiccup* What kind of sorcery is this? Life has never been *hiccup* fair, I guess. For someone who's *hiccup* not into basketball, I tend to get all the height. But I was watched my other Pylonites play *hiccup* basketball earlier this evening, there came an urge *hiccup* inside of me to like basketball once again. But will I ever learn this *hiccup* game that really compliments my height?... doubting... *hiccup* right now if got some more important problems, like curing my hiccups.

reading hiccup in every sentence is as annoying as though you really have one. >.<

Secret will reveal itself

it really bothers you if you knew somebody's secret. it bothers you more if the secret is a kind that you should never tell anyone. it bothers you the most if you are part of the secret. sigh. if only secret can hide itself to no one. . .